I've been thinking...
Is it too much to ask? If someone is around you, to need to feel his flesh above you?
Not anybody.... Just him...
Well, I haven't felt it yet... But, i can see it coming...
All of a sudden.!
Without being with him, i feel his eyes, holding my body, tight.!
No touch. Just looks... He is thinking... Probably of me... or whatever happened in the past...
He is not the only I feel around.
I feel someone else too...
Or...
I don't feel him... I am just trying to make him, feel me...
All the days that have passed since the first day I met him... Has at least, a second of his....
There is no air, without his existance.... There is no tomorrow, without the hope...
I don't know, what "moving on" means...
I tryed... I failed too many times... I succeded for once... Just a while... and then...
And then, I probably am able, to be with someone who can keep me company, during Christmas... 'cause, it's my celebration after all...
But, it feels like, i could never spend a day so special, without the person who is special to my heart...
I miss you, my love... My Sun. My Lover... But... It's not our time yet, to come...
Have a nice December... And may the end of the world, not to come...
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